Thank you, Bryce, for introducing me to that truly inspiring song.
The sword of time will pierce our skins
It doesn't hurt when it begins
But as it works its way on in
The pain grows stronger watch it grin
Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please
.. so on and so forth
I was blessed with something that you only get once. Once in a lifetime and you know what I did with it? I abused it and threw it away and I will never, ever get it back. I won't give up, but it's gone. One of the most prized things that I treasured is gone and you know what? I failed. I promised myself I wouldn't, I promised God I wouldn't, I promised Ryan I wouldn't and I did it deliberately knowing that what I was doing wrong. You cannot get any worse than that.
So maybe I should take it.
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Lauren, you have to understand that God will forgive you, He still loves you. We all still love you. Just remember to tell yourself that, you'll get through this tough part in life, and I'll do whatever I can to help. I Promise.
You know you've only lived a ninth of your life so why are you complaining? Look to the future not the wasted past.
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