news from the world of blue

b-o-r-i-n-g. racking up the minutes with Bryce, we've probably talked at least 4-5 hours total. I wouldn't be surprised.

I haven't done much.

Mostly moping around. But I won't talk about it. Whatever I'm just, really emotionally and spiritually drained I guess.

I honestly, I wish I could be more helpful and worry less about myself. But I mean really, to be helpful and to help other people you have to be confident with yourself and your own identity, spiritually and worldly. It's hard.

I was thinking about something that the movie Saved! pointed out. I think a lot of Christians and people get so caught up in all the rules that Christianity has that they forget the fundamentals of Christianity, like loving everyone unconditionally for who they are, being merciful, etc. They get so caught up in the rules that they forget about the fundamentals and the base of the whole thing. I've been doing that too.