Saturday, August 26, 2006

nobody said it would be this hard

Why can't I be happy?

I have screwed every little thing up and everything that I do, every problem that I have with people, is automatically magnified in my eyes and everything just becomes a mess because of my stupid expectations.

I am not going to say I'm sorry because "I'm sorry" is so overused it doesn't have any meaning anymore. But sorrow isn't a word that explains what, exactly, I am feeling right now. Guilt? Probably. Sorrow is a light, shallow feeling while guilt digs deeper and deeper until you can't escape it. Sorrow goes away..

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