trying to find anything you can feel that you can believe in

It'd be amazing if I could tell myself to get over it, to move on.
It'd be amazing if I could.
It'd also be amazing if I could simply just... move on. Snap back to reality. Get ahold of myself. Just in one instant. But then, I wouldn't be human.

Tell me, how do humans get all this emotion from chemicals? Do they just load up in one part of your brain, trying to take you out with dare I say intense and somewhat pitiful sobs?

I've tried.
I'm still trying.
I've tried hasting it, brushing it off, ignoring it, doing everything humanly possible in order to get over it.

Betrayal, I suppose. But I guess this is the path I chose. These are the consequences. I'll face it, get over it, and move on. I'm not getting involved. Me getting involved only creates problems.

I guess time'll do, and I guess I'll leave.

I wish, I really wish that there was someone or something out there that could just tell you the right thing to do.

Like Bryce said: It's time I got over myself.